Numb

i become so numb,
i cant feel u there,
become so tired,
so much more aware,
i'm becoming this all i want to do,
is be more like me and be less like u,
can't you see that youre smothering me holding to tightly,
afraid to lose control,
coz everything that you thought i would be,
has fallen apart right infront of u,
every step that i take is another mistake to you.....
and every second i waste is more than i can take!!!

while our bloods still young

Never too soon...
like no one's watching you..
a dream,a laugh,
a kiss,
a cry,
our right,
our wrongs,
a moments,a love..

a dreams,a laugh,
just stay there..
coz i'll be coming over..
won't stop til it's over..
won't stop to surrender..

Stupid

"Bodohnya I sebab jatuh cinta kat U! *hendik si perempuan sambil menangis menggila..*

"Memanglah,"sambut si lelaki..

*masa tu I suka sangat kat U sampai tak pedulik pun U lagi bodoh*

When i say nothing at all

YUP..Aku admit aku mmg degil..selain degil mybe pasif..sikit la,TAK byk..
Aku tak suka mengampu,tak suka di buli,aku tak suka orang baik dengan aku di sebabkan mnde lain..Jadi bila orang bagi perhatian dekat aku,aku cepat percaya,cepat terpedaya,lalu akur dan jatuh...
Bila orang kata sayang aku..aku cair..lemah dan aku pegang sampai mati.
Bila orang kata sayang walaupun die tipu aku percaya sebab aku pendendam orangnya..cepat percaya,cepat terluka..Aku tak suka perhatian untuk aku tu di alihkan.Bila aku rasa teralih,aku diam,wt dono tapi aku perati..aku ikut...aku sakit hati,aku biarkan..Aku benci,aku abaikan..Lepas tu aku tengok balik bila rindu..Sama camtu gak pada orang yg aku kata sayang...
Walaupun kau bukan darah daging aku,makan pizza hut sama2,belanja aku makan goreng pisang pun aku da ingat sampai mati..Tak peduli lah kau siapa di mata siapa tapi yg penting siapa kau di mata aku.Nasihat,gelak tawa,gurau manja,suka duka itu semua aku kira...Melainkan kau ex-boypren aku 7tahun lepas,itu kau tak di kira.

disappointed

I really sory but seriously i need to post this..i don't care if it hurts you so much or whatever shit..
i just know everything about you,
i know your family too,
i heard so much about you..
whether it's good or bad i just don't care..
coz i heard more than goods than bad..
i'm not denying that fact that i used to like you too,
i had feeling for you,
in other words,i used to love u..
Sorry to say this,
you're nothing speacial at all,
you don't appreaciate people,
you think that world is all about you,
i'm not suprise you break promises and it's like nothing to you,
you don't care how much people hurt bcoz of you,
you think you're good enough,actually you're not..

And you know what? i feel so stupid now....

Muhasabah Cinta

Wahai pemilik nyawaku,
betapa lemah diriku ini,
berat ujian dariMu,
ku pasrahkan semua padaMu..

Tuhan baruku sedar,
indah nikmat sehari itu,
tak pandai aku bersyukur,
kini ku harapkan cintaMU..

Kata-kata cinta terucap indah,
mengalir berzikir di kidung doaku,
sakit yg ku rasa biar jadi penawar dosaku,
butir-butir cinta airmataku,
teringat semua yg kau beri padaku,
ampuni khilaf dan salah,
selama ini ya Ilahi,
MUHASABAH CINTAKU..

Tuhan kuatkan aku,
lindungi ku dari putus asa,
jika ku harus mati,
pertemukan aku dgnMu..

Fahami saya

Bila saya ketawa
tak bermakna saya gembira

Bila saya senyum
tak bermakna saya ceria

Bila saya terdiam
tak bermakna saya suka

Bila saya menangis
tak bermakna saya berduka

Bila saya merintih
tak bermakna saya sengsara

Bila saya bertanya
tak bermakna saya memaksa

Bila saya marah
tak bermakna saya benci

Tolong fahami saya
jangan menilai membabi buta...